who needs sleep anyway?

here I am, awake at 5 am, really I have been up since 4 but it took me an hour to say yea-no way in hell I am falling back to sleep anytime soon.  I am pretty sure that if i could lay on my side instead of flat on my back all the time, that would probably help me sleep, but nooooo, if I do that my tissue expander feels like it is trying to claw its way out of my chest- ouch!  Then add a huge dose of steroids and bam! sleepless night!  since I have had plenty of time to think this morning, i have decided that my fingertips probably actually hurt because I was holding huge blocks of ice for an entire hour- yea, probably some mild frostbite or something.  I still think that next time I will come with ice chips in some cups to just dip my hands in...