Monday, September 17, 2012

If I last the whole day without losing my hair, it's a good day!

I am now at that point that my hairloss could occur at any moment.  I do hair checks multiple times a day, and so far things are still good!  I seem to spend a lot of time on my hair lately, making sure it looks really good, since its days are limited.  Once I lose it, I wont look normal anymore.  Well, I guess I really dont look normal now since I do have only 1 boob, but at least I don't look sick.  I have been pretty okay with everything else up to pinpoint and I hope tailoring my hair will be the same, but I feel this panic growing inside me, terrified of looking like a cancer patient.   My scalp started getting very sensitive and tingley last night.  I think that is the feeling of my hair follicles dying.  Tick tock, any day now....

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  1. You might want to get one of those hair traps for the drain of your shower. I first noticed my hair coming out when washing it. I said it looked like I had a small dog in there with me. :-) It didn't all come out at once, either. :p Took me about 3 hair washings until I got to the point where I had the hubby shave the rest off. It definitely was cooler. :)

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  2. It its now coming out by the handful so i will have it shaved tomorrow-is so gross to have it falling out all over the place!

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